Alexander Formos & Eurydice Eloise Wayles
healing practice and spiritual writings
OUR HEALING OFFERINGS

OUR WRITINGS
Our Declaration of Liberation on the nature of love and sexual healing arts, written in masculine and feminine voices under the guidance of Sechelt Spirits.
Alexander presents a detailed account of his shamanic awakening and mystical initiations with the help of Vancouver sex workers. He also shares how he was called to embark on a quest to prove the truth of unconditional love.
Eurydice presents a story of how Alexander was spiritually guided to move to Vancouver, Canada, to meet his soulmate of seven lives, Eurydice. She also shares how they embarked on a healing journey through their troubling past lives to resolve karmic ties of tragic deaths and incomplete romances.
Emilia assists two writers in this shared endeavor with the help of the Secret Council of Six Souls of sex workers, which gathered under her leadership to discuss the nature of shamanism and sex work to enrich this testament with their perceptions and personal stories.

A SHAMANIC HEALING JOURNEY
OF SOULMATES IN LOVE / 2024/
by Alexander Formos, Emilia Aurelia May, and Eurydice Eloise Wayles
Cryptically Anxious After Spreading My Legs reveals the unfiltered truths of sex work, desire, and the raw intelligence of a woman who remembers every life she has lived. In this collection of erotic short stories and poetry, Eurydice Eloise Wayles drags the sacred and the obscene into the same bed and lets them devour each other. Eurydice invites you into a world where beauty and ruin entwine, where sex becomes prayer and rebellion, and where a woman who has seen everything, ugly and divine, finally speaks without apology. Eurydice writes with the authority of a soul who lived three lifetimes as a sex worker, carrying the bruises, sorrow, power, pleasure, absurdity and magic of each incarnation. Her writings draw on spiritual initiations and the timeless knowledge of Magdalene energy, in which a sex worker is an oracle, healer, temptress, and teacher. Guided by the spirits of British Columbia’s forests and the waters of Sechelt, Eurydice presents her craft as a sacred, spiritual service to Nature.
Eurydice’s stories pulse with erotic mysticism: bodies as portals, pleasure as prayer, intimacy as alchemy. Eurydice exposes the beauty and brutality of her world and claims sex work not as a wound, but as her spiritual path of initiation, healing, rebellion and sovereignty. Here, shame is dismantled, desire is weaponized, and femininity is reclaimed with teeth bared. Eurydice laughs at judgment, flirts with darkness, and tramples ignorance. She knows her craft, essence, and magic far too well to be modest. Her voice is lush, sharp, and wickedly self-aware. Bold, provocative, strangely holy, spiritually feral, and fiercely alive, these stories are tender with vulnerability and fearless in truth. This is a book for anyone who loved too hard, lost too much, and flourished in desire.
CRYPTICALLY ANXIOUS
AFTER SPREADING MY LEGS /2025/
by Eurydice Eloise Wayles
In this collection of poems and reflections, Eurydice reclaims her truth by talking about the sacred art of sex work and the language of love. It was born out of lived experience — fragments of love, longing, and revelations gathered on a journey of a woman who chose to heal through self-love. Written as diary-like entries, these verses capture moments, emotions, and revelations born within the world of intimacy, love, and self-discovery. These poems, shared online as diary entries, capture moments of truth — sometimes raw, tender, and real. It is a diary of a soul reclaiming her truth through love, poetry, and the craft of sex work. A poetic memoir, where the sacred meets the sensual, and healing begins in the act of being seen. Here, eros meets spirit, rebellion becomes devotion, souls recognize their worth through love, and every word is a prayer of remembrance. This is not a story of possession, entrapment, or survival — but of healing, sovereignty, and the courage to rise.
These writings move between shadow and light, tracing the path of a soul that has walked through the underworld and returned bearing love as truth. Through Eurydice’s relationship with Alex, her soulmate and masculine mirror, she rediscovers her worth, her sensuality, and the holiness of being seen. Their connection becomes a bridge between loss and renewal. These poems are fragments of a shared healing journey — tender confessions that explore desire, vulnerability, and the courage to be truly seen. Eurydice explores love, spirituality, and the sacred nature of desire. Blending autobiography with poetic mysticism, Eurydice invites readers to look beyond judgment and see the beauty, courage, and holiness in every form of love. These writings are glimpses into a journey of self-acceptance, intimacy, and courage — the story of two souls remembering who they are through the creative union, where every wound, every longing, and every act of love holds the seed of healing.
MY TWITTER FILES /2025/
by Eurydice Eloise Wayles
A noble knight, Benjamin, moved to the kingdom of British Columbia in search of his true destiny. In Vancouver, he was destined to meet Princess Holly, his soulmate of seven lives. Benjamin fell in love with Holly at first sight, but shortly after, Damian, the Dark Prince of the Underworld, who had cursed Holly’s soul five centuries ago, captured and imprisoned the princess in his lavish castle. Damian desired to trap her for eternity in Purgatory, and Benjamin’s love stood in his way. Benjamin was desperate and heartbroken, but Holly’s wise soul, Eurydice, soon found a way to reach him. Now empowered by the ancestral legends, Benjamin and the spirits of Sechelt were tasked to retrieve Eurydice from Damian’s demonic dungeon.
On his journey, Benjamin must uncover the origins of Damian's ancient curse, which claimed the lives of Eurydice in three previous incarnations before she reached her twenty-seventh birthday. The lovers will travel back in time to 1930s Paris, 1800s Monticello, 1660s Boston, and 1530s Stockholm. They will explore their role in creating the American Empire and their spy missions for the Wehrmacht in the lead-up to World War II. Eurydice will discover the highest purpose of her Magdalene essence and why she had to die tragically in the past. With the help of magic and poetry, Benjamin will expel seven demons of female damnation from Eurydice with hopes of saving her from inevitable, premature death this time.
“Eurydice in Love” is a modern retelling of an ancient legend about star-crossed lovers, Mary Magdalen and her saviour, as they share a journey to heal the wounds of humanity through magic, poetry, devotion, and love.
The novel is based on a real-life story of how Alexander fell in love with an escort at first sight, and his two-year spiritual romance with the soul of this woman, as they explored seven past lives they shared.
EURYDICE IN LOVE /2023/
by Alexander Formos & Eurydice Eloise Wayles
WRITINGS ON
SEXUAL HEALING ARTS & SEX WORK
MAGICAL PLACES AND LANDS
OF BRITISH COLUMBIA





